What are you doing this weekend ?

Soooo .. Fridays are usually the days where everyone ask "What are you doing this weekend?"
As witty ... well I suppose more tired of the question I've been replying:

"You know, the usual, Get drunk somewhere .. have some unprotected sex .. than wake up on a freeway somewhere"

Wellllllll I went to lunch with my co-worker Alex today .. we were talking, no louder than anyone else in the restaurant, than he asked me that very question .. I replied with my hardcore answer and OF COURSE .. (this kinda stuff always happens to me) .. it got quiet when I said "unprotected sex". Sooo now all of Tustin probably think I'm a fluezy. lol FML.

Have a great weekend : )

Grow up skank ..

Time and time again I write about 'growing up' blah blah .. sometimes I think about the 'what ifs' in my life...
For example, 'What if' I would have married my High School sweetheart. I think I am a completely different person than I was 4 years ago. Would we be divorcing? Fighting? Stuck?

For me to have gotten married so young spells disaster in my eyes. OR maybe I would have adapted and never changed the person I was .. If I would have married him I would have never knew what it was like to have a single life, party in Vegas at 21, Flirt with boys to get passed security at a concert. But than again maybe I would've still been happy since I didn't know that stuff .. BUT than I woulda missed out on all that stuff. lol

Its all soo confusing...Maybe things just happen for a reason and I was meant to cry every time I did or fall in love when I had or live it up with the girls like before.

I guess this post was a throw up of thoughts with no real answer.

These thoughts entered because .. when me or my friend make life changing decisions that we would have done differently previously we always say 'we're growing up' and our last talk made me realize that she's 'really growing up'

oh em gee..
Life learning sucks.

xoxo

::sigh::

I use to be a blogging whore ..

.. Danny says I don't blog much because i've "matured" and I am no longer "all about myself" like before

Whatever the eff that means ..

LMAO

I'm going to start blogging more !!

Starting tomorrow.

G'night ! 

:)

Happy 21st Dad

Happy 21 plus 20 father !!

I love you !! Thanks for being the B E S T dad in the whollllle world.

Hope you had a blast today. 

Love you !!

xoxo

And hearts semi colon

I wanna go back to the time where all i worried about was turning 21(which was about a month ago) .. BUT somewhere along the way i got "my ass squeezed by sexy cupid"(Lady Gaga reference) lol

Love is tough but everything has its rough patches, right?  Its just a test to see if you belong together in the end ! :)

xoxo

Unappealing Germ Killer

sooo i tried to save a little money on hand sanitizer ... actually like 25 cents (lol)
and it smells not pleasant .. i shouldn't have been a cheap ass and spent the extra quarter for purell..

CAR WASH IN RIVERSIDE this weekend !

Date: Sunday, July 19th
Time: 8am to 11am
Where: Firestone on Limonite
For: AIDS project LA

Show your support and bring in your dirty birdy of a car in! All proceeds go to the AIDS project, LA group

Bring a friend or two ! :].

25 min reflection lmao

sitting on break from class ....
contemplationg my next move ....
seeking advice from Kat ...
wishing i was the way i felt about a month ago ....
<3

Kat text me back ! lol

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Random Fact About Me

i whiten during work
white strips baby ! lol
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Stop && think

Rico Suave: "One day ima get into a relationship and she's gonna regret lagging it over this one guy she is trying to work things out with..."

Me: "If you're meant to be their will never be any 'what ifs'"

Rico Suave: "WTF? Don't give me that spiritual higher purpose bullshit ...Life is full of nothing but chance and opportunity.. either you capitalize or you dont"

(Direct Text Conversation)
(Conversation has been slightly change to protect...err... well its just been changed k.. lol)

Sometimes simple, stupid conversations can really make you stop and think for a minute. I guess you can say i'm super naive when it comes to things, some think of it as being an idealist. But them realist have a point about life...

My Bestie 'Rico' has a point when he says 'either you capitalize or you don't'. This made me think a lot about the opportunities that are presented to people. For example, my grandfather didn't have someone hand him a shop and make him open an automotive place. He found something he loved to do and he made a living doing it. People don't randomly become millionaires, they work hard to be at the top and earn that money. People don't just win the lotto. They spend hundreds of dollars buying tickets for a chance to be that lucky winner. You're given an opportunity to be in a drawing to win the mega jackpot. Some cash in while other don't see any likelihood in winning. Everyone sees opportunity differently.

I think life is about making doors open for you. I strongly believe is 10% of what you know and 90% of who you know. Make your own opportunity and utilize it to the max.

Its funny how God works. Lately I've needed a boast in life and direction. Now I'm refocused in what I need to get done. I need to make opportunity for myself ! woot.
(Yes ! I got that much from a stupid text message ! ) haha

Post Note side note: This jerk of a "best friend" officially became an ex bestie. Jerk ass.

Hot Mess

I'm a totally different person during the summer heat, I'm not going to lie. ...

I'm that girl who needs to be alone, who will give you short answers and is super quiet because every movement is way too much for my body to handle. I hate, hate, hate, HATE feeling hot. I hate to admit this, more embarrassed actually, but I sweat A LOT ! Like a guy, so I avoid the heat as much as possible. I got it from my dad. haha At my little sisters soccer games you'd find him under a tree somewhere watching the game from afar and sadly that is how I'm turning out ! lol

Sooo, take this as a warning, if I'm being rude to you or seem mad, don't think its you just blame it on the heat. :]

Cheap Amusements

" I was a lively girl, a devil, I was healthy, young and all that, and they used to say I was very pretty also, and I was all over, you know, I wasn't sleeping like other girls. " -Cheap Amusements by Kathy Peiss

Finally required reading that catches my interest in the intro. haha

X'D Out of my heart

This is how my Ariza pictures is since the trade lol.
<3

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'I dream of Weenie'

Its always great to have a friend who will tell you how it is ::

"But its been like 3 years since Fullerton ... and you shoulda been less concerned with wee wee's .. "

-Rico Suave; Direct text quote

We were discussing why i'm not done with school yet .. lol

Than he went on and tried to be lil' Wayne status

"Cuz you told me that all you do is dream of wee wee's... ima call you 'I dream of Weenie' :P"
- Rico Suave; Direct text quote

haha .. I swear I'm focused in school now. :] I NEED to get done !!!

PS
&& he's kidding about the boys being the reason for the lack of my focus ..
I just thought it was funny how he said it..
Therefore I must share :]

Camp fires and Bears :]

Camping was suppppppper fun :]
Bear attack ! lol
Hiking and Crystal Caves.
soooo much to tell!! will share pics as soon as i get them on my computer..lol

Here is a pine cone we found like Jon and Kate before the divorce lol.

<3

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