2009

With the New Year comes New Years Resolutions.

The last few years I found New Years Resolution annoying and ignorant. Why wait for the beginning of the year to come around to make some changes in your life. But sitting back and thinking about it, it has really made me think. I still haven't came up with what it is that makes a person wanna start fresh when January 1st comes about but I will be one of those people when the clock hits 12.

Here's my resolutions for 2008:

1. Get Healthy. Not in a "loose 4,939,859 lbs" way but more of changing my eating habits and literally being more healthy. Cut back on junk food and eat more vegies!

2. Start saving money. 2008 wasn't a big saving year for me and I hope to change that. (Plus i'll be 21 in a few months, I need to save for VEGAS baby! lol)

3. Make new friends. haha.. This sounds super super lame but I think its a more of an outgoing personality thing. I like to think I have one already but I need to have one ALL the time. Especially at school. IDK if its just the people that I didn't like, but this semester I didn't make friends. haha. Like I talked to people but usually every semester I make a "Bestie" and that didn't happen! but yea, new goal.

4. Just have a more positive outlook on life. Get more involved in the things I do and act 20 instead of trying to act like i'm grown. haha


I've started to make small changes in my lifestyle so hopefully this will be a better outline for 2009 to keep in on track!

Do you have any New Year resolutions??

xoxo

Lateness : [

I noticed no matter what I do i'm always late..



"Hi, i'm Megan and im a chronic late person."

I was thinking the following... Currently I am suppose to meet Kat to head to the mall in roughly 40 minutes. I know darn well it takes me more than a half hour to get ready but guess what, im sitting here writing a blog entry, texting and staring off into space trying to remember my dream from last night(I know it was good). lmao. I do this allllll the time! Like on Christmas, I knew my family was coming over by 12:00....11:30 I was still picking up my room...WTF! haha. Work. Some morning I sleep in until 5:45am knowing my goal is to leave the house at 6:00am and look cute still. lmao.


I have a problem. First step is admitting it, right?

OHHHHH.. and another problem I have is that I fall asleep on people late at night during text conversations.. haha. If I do it to you...sorry! That I don't think I can change. lol So deal :]

T-minus 30 minutes to look cute for the .... ummm .... mall people. lol
lol...Hope you had a good Christmas.

xoxo

Fish Bowl

Here's the winning cube! I totally forgot about the pics I had promised!! lol.
But I think they did a super job :] Check out the winning competition! really original so my hats go off to them :]
BTW they made most of the stuff with scrap booking paper!!
Creative! :]

In the back of my mind I still think we're better :P
(Scroll down for my work of art :])

Random Happenenings this week

Random happenings of the week :] You know you wanna know whats happening in my fab and exciting life :P haha k maybe not tooooo exciting now but i'd like to share anyways. :]

Sooo, Im Getting married :]. Below is my wedding ring. I know you're super duper jealous but its okay.. one day you'll get a pimp ring too that you can blog about. :]

I have the dorkest smile here but whatever.. Me && My madre at my company party.(yes I take my madre!) why be a whore and bring a different guy every year? :] Anywhoo, I know she's young blah blah...tell me something new already. lol && Yes I get my beauty from her. hahaha.. lame. If you're going to say something about her make it orginal. :] and if your mean for whatever reason i'll find out where you live.. -evil laugh-

hahaha..this one cracks me up :] Only I can rock a bath tub with my clothes on :P haha. If your super jealous, you should be. :] Weird thing is that I can't actually take a bubble bath naked...it feels weird.. haha

This is my wonderful car at 6am in the morning...If you squint super hard you can see the ice that decided to stick to the top of my car... I was freaking out because I didn't know what to do to get it off(This isn't suppose to happen to so cal people!)....so I just sat in my car and turned the heater up hoping it will go away! haha. It didn't...i drove anyways, I don't recommend it. :]

Anywhoo, the last two pictures are of the scenery I get to witness everyday driving to work. :] The first one is on the 55 fwy heading into Tustin and the one below is on the 91 fwy right after the 241 tolls. :] Wake up early and experience the magic. haha

Random happenings in the last week or soo. :] Remember I love your fan mail! Hippoleetoe@gmail.com or post a comment. You can confess your love anonymously too!!!! lol
(NOTE: please don't send your pictures to me and expect me to try to talk to you...its kinda uncomfortable. :])

xoxo

Discussion question of the day:

"What do you look for in the opposite sex?"

I asked this question to my co-worker curious on how he would react. It was quit interesting indeed.

Me: What do you look for in a girl?
Him: ::Ponders::
Me: -waits-
Him: ::Ponders some more:: Good Question
Me: Random, I know. Just thinking bout it.
Him: I'll get back to you.

- - - - - 20 minutes go by - - - - -

Him: [randomly] I think she has to be independent. She doesn't need me but she wants me there.
Me: -Laughs hysterically- I can't believe you really thought about my question
Him: Well it WAS a good question

My point is that, I don't think you really know what you want till you think about it. They say, "you need to go Through all the bad ones till you find the good ones" but why go Through the bad ones when you have an outline in your head of what you want, and only pursue the people that have those qualities? Or is that being tooo picky? ORRRR is everyone already doing that? haha.

I hear so much bad things about friends and co-workers relationships, include myself in some of my past ones and most the time it doesn't even seem worth the drama. The previously mentioned co-worker once told me that

"you shouldn't waste your time with someone if you don't see yourself with them 10 years from now. You're just wasting both your times and in the end your just being selfish."

Doesn't that sound totally ideal? Even like a "no duh" kinda concept. Its just funny how people, including myself, become stuck in a bad one...

Its funny how one conversation can lead to so much. :]
Think about the qualities you want in a person.

xoxo

OFFICE WARS: Finale

Since I've bee super busy lately I haven't been able to show you my work of art! :] The thing is I haven't took pictures of the other departments so I'll do that tomorrow and post them up for you to see the competition...well "was competition". My department ended up being "first runner ups" to a fish bowl. lol. You have to see the pictures of theirs, it was cool. :P But we received a $50.00 gift card. haha. Its not really about the money, more the braggin rights! lol

Anywhoo, below is pretty much what I did in a nut shell. Leave lots of love!!

xoxo

Snow Days

snow in .... Vegas? Yea you heard me right! Who would have thought this could be.

We have a sister company in Vegas so my supervisor and I decided to call him to see just how true this story was that we had heard about. He informed us that it did indeed snow and up to 6in. in some places! What?! lol. Even off the 15 going to Barstow it was snowing! Many parts of the 15 were closed due to the weather. Some scary stuff.

This weather is getting crazy...especially in so cal. Wind to snow in just a few weeks. :]
Who said California didn't have weather?

Any snow where you were?

xoxo

Randomness

Things that annoy me:

-The Stapler running out of staple when you have only ONE more stack.
-People who think they helped you with the WHOLE project when in reality they sat and watched.
-The printer printing out all your pages correctly, FINALLY, but in reality you only needed 1 out of those 24 pages.
-When someone can't find their scissors, staple remover or pens, so they come and steal yours.


haha

Words that I figured should never be in a sentence together..after today:
(These all happened today via text msgs)

-"Cemetary" and "lol"
-"Farmer John" and "Hotness"
-"I hate you" and "<3"

Randomness of the day :]

xoxo

Finals

Sorry I haven't written! I've been busy with school and decoration war stuff. :]

When I have time i'll update.

Hope all is well and thanks for all the LOVE :]

xoxo

OMG .. Im gonna cry

Guess what happened today :]
I won Britney Spears tickets on 99.1!!

Lets start from the beginning. I was stuck in my usual traffic. I listen to KGGI every morning, I love the news popester style. haha. Anyways..they're giving away Britney Spears tickets. All you have to do is give them the two Spears song that are mixed into one. As soon as they asked for caller 29 I began to dial...first attempt, busy tone....second attempt, busy tone.... third, fourth, fifth .. busy, busy, busy!!! THAN my next attempt even amazed me.. lol The conversation that would add excitement to my life went as follows:

Jeff Pope[morning show host]: Hi who is this?
Me[confused, excited, weirded out]: Meeegaann
Jeff: Where you from?
Me[still confused, more excited!]: Rivveerrrsssiiidee!
Jeff: You're caller 29! Can you identify these two songs (songs were made into one)
Me[shocked]
--Song plays--
Jeff: Can you identify those song?!?!
Me[still shocked]: Hit me baby one more time &&&&& Im a slave for you ! ! ! ! ! ! !

-pause-

Jeff: You're a WINNNER!!!!
Me[Shocked stillll]:Oh my God, Oh my God .. I think im going to cry!

WTF! I said I was going to cry. hahahahaha. Thats like one of those things you wish you could take back...It was super early and hopefully no one heard me. haha

Anyways...they got my info and I will be seeing her in APRIL! :]

Jealous? Should be. lol

xoxo

Letter to an Ex-

Dear jerk face ugly butt head poop breath,

I hope you die...k maybe not that bad..but I want to thank you for all the good times we shared.. all the moments you made me stop and think for the better...but sadly all those moments are torn away of the thoughts of bad. You use to blame me for all the bad that came upon us.. That I was the one who would made matters worse. You use to have the attitude that you NEVER did anything wrong... but you did...I just didn't want to break up with you.. i didn't want to be alone.. I didn't want to be without someone..so I kept my mouth shut thinking it was better than being home on a lousy Friday night alone. How pathetic was I? How bad did I need someone there? Ugh I feel so stupid..so used...so hurt by not only you but by myself. Starting today I don't need anyone by my side..guess what, I can hold my own hand now.

You accused me of doing things behind your back. You accused me of talking to all these guys. You accused MEEEE the one who was there for you when you got locked up.. the one there for YOU when you were poor and promised it would get better, the one who went through all the drama of you having a crazy baby's mama, the person who would never miss a call or text, who jumped when you say to jump, you accused me of going behind your back and talking to other people..You saw guys hit me up who were LONG TIME FRIENDS! No joke, they were. Yea, I would ask when a new girl popped up ... you always assured me that she was a "long time" friend...and I stood by you still..even though you had made out with half of those "long time" friends and I saw pictures of you doing it...AND to top it off you would get mad at ME because I didn't wanna hang out with them! WTF?!?!

I put up with sooooo much stuff that thats not even the half of it. I wish I was a guy... I wish I was able to walk away from you like the all the times you walked away from me. but guess what, Its all going to change, I am going to be that way from this day forward. My main priority will be ME. Next time I'm in a relationship it will be because I know its worth it.. I know its time to get into a relationship again when I know I wont regret it as I do now with you..My number one concern is to protect my heart.

I was foolish.

Last thing...im not like every other whore out there...im truly better than your ex. I never cheated on you.. I never ever ignored you..for you to effin sit there and tell me to my face that I was the same as her and that she did EVERYTHING I did for you, that's a damn lie.

You know what.. I do hate you. I hate you soo much for those last words you said to me. "you and her are just the same. You're like every other stupid broad". If you didn't see all the good I did for you in the last year and a half than you're fucking shit to me now. I did EVERYTHING! You maybe happy without me for now.. but once you get into relationships you'll realize no girl would be as dumb as I was for you!! Find another broad that would deal with all your drama as I did.

I hate you.. its not even a "I want you back" hate.. Its a literal, I hate you. I hate you for the things you said to me. I hate you for how you treated me. I hate you for the way you made me feel...You know the last thing I ever wanted was to be compared to her and you did it. I guess that's what guys are good at..hurting you the way they can the most. But I know im better, many people saw me as better and they would tell your dumb ass too.

But hey, you'll never read this anyways. You never supported me in anything I did. I would tell you I loved to write.. that I was actually semi-good at it and that you should read it sometime...but you always thought it was dumb...well eff you..
Theirs someone out there for me...its just not you.

Thank you for teaching me a lesson in life. Luckily I'm not old, knocked up with no future when I learn this lesson or else i'd be you.

:]

I hate you
xoxo
-Megan

Femmy Status. Ew

"lol I hate the fact where boys can pop in n out of your life lol"
-Direct text quote from Kat

Isn't it the truth. I think its sooo stupid for a girl to let a guy talk down to her. I think a guy should love her no matter how he she acts even if its stupid sometimes. I think he should be able to put up with her attitude no matter what when he tells a girl I love her.

Someone told me once that this type of guy doesn't exist. That what I see in the movies will never happen to me and I need to start living in the real world. He would always go on to say that no guy would ever want to be with me 24/7 and want to talk to me allll day..

You know what, EFF you. :]

Those kinda guys do exist. Movies imitate real life. I know romance isn't exactly fairy tale life but I know I deserve to have a guy who thinks the world of me. Who WANTS to be with me all the time even tho we know we shouldn't.
Every girl deserves that.

NOT constant yelling and arguing. NOT someone to tell you you're the same as every girl.
WE deserve something better.. someone who thinks we're special. Better than every other girl.

Gawd. I hate being so femmy. lol

You think you know who im talking about...you're probably wrong. :]

Over used

Do you know anyone who uses a phrase wayyyy tooo much that you're able to end it for them? Well i'm one of those people apparently. lol. I didn't even know it, but its annoying that I am. haha. That makes me feel like those weird people that always repeat themselves. haha

anyways to go on...

Phrase is: "Jealous? Should be"

lmao. I use it as a joke. Emphasise on JOKE!
I totally sat here for like 15 minutes thinking of any example. I suppose I coulda lied and made one up but it just didn't sound right. haha. This kinda thing just needs to flow. lol.

But if I think of an example, I'll let you know. :]

Hope weekend went well
xoxo


After Post Note:
With the whole Paris thing. Exact convo:

Me: Morning Alex

Alex: Morning. HEY! I saw you on Tv.

Me: Jealous? Should be. haha

I totally kid when I use it...but its all in fun. lol.

Office War Update

Decoration fighting is still underway and probably will be until December 19th when were finally judged. Here's an update on my section of the office. 1/2 way done. I get down huh ? lol

Haha..I had to add one of ME :) lol. Gotta get in the spirit.


Ill update occasionally! Hope you have a good weekend :)

xoxo

Office Fight

Tis the season to be Jolly! Scratch that tis the season to be at WAR! .

This year comes every year once a year, towards the end of the year. lol This thing is known as Christmas. People everywhere usually do the normal decorations which can be the simple Christmas tree, maybe some lights but not at my place of employment, here it turns into war! Each department has a Holiday theme and you decorate accordingly. Some keep it confidential until they are done and others let loose but overall you have to do your best. Themes get big and it get festive and crazy. Sometimes you feel like you're at Disneyland or something. haha two Christmas' ago we did The Grinch complete with the mountain and everything!

When the season started I wasn't really into the decorating thing. It was whatever. My department has won the last three years(with me 2) so I was thinking we'd just decorate whatever. BUT THAN my friend in the next department (now rival) came and said were going to suck this year and blah blah blah. . . after that I felt the spirit and decided to BEAT her! lol. To sum it up I have my game face on ready to decorate.

Its all in the spirit of Christmas right? eh..its for the fame and glory. Whatever drives you, right? lol
^My game face! lol I was saying "errrrr" too. hahaha

Here's some pics from our last years theme "Charlie Brown's Christmas"


Cute right? lol. I'll keep you updated on the office war. :)

xoxo

Corrupted Boobies

Me and the girls were having a conversation at the beach the other day about High School. It started by the famous questions, "what happened too (insert whore's name)?" and led into who's having who's baby and etc. lol...Classic girls, right? Shut up, you do it too. Anyway, I said, with curiosity, "I wonder if people ever ask about me. Like what do people say?" hahaha. The girls kinda stood quite for awhile and Kat finally said,

Kat: People think you changed. People think you wild out after High School.

Me: What? Why?

Kat/Mayra: because you were so innocent in High School and all of the sudden your boobies were popping out in all your myspace pictures.

Me: hahahaha. not even. I just always wanted to be like that. Just my bestie in High School didn't like it. Her mom even threatened me saying she was going to tell my mom that I was going to a club. (which my mom knew!)

(( **Clear up: I didn't always want to have my boobs popping out. Just an overstatement that I started going clubbing A LOT. I mean every weekend twice a weekend. Across boarders especially to Rosarito. :]))

Kat/Mayra: Yea, they think we corrupted you.

please note: Conversation my not be EXACT but pretty darn close

Point of the post: I was never corrupted. Just the right people came at the right time.
&& I don't think I changed THAT much to what people have told me to my face. haha. You grow up, you grow tougher skin and not to mention bigger boobs. lmao. jk. But really, to clear the girls name, they DID NOT corrupt me. :) Even if they did, it wasn't like it was a bad thing!

What's you're story? Ever hear what people thought about you after High School?

xoxo

Audience Spotlight!

Love me and Kat. We're famous :) lol. So our reunion episode finally aired! Here's some highlights where we ended up on big bad Mtv. lmao

^Kat laughing it up. (Right)

^Big smile!

^This one cracks me up. My face ! covered by the words on the screen :( hahaha

^Totally Chillin (left corner)

^&& my favorite. the back of my head on the bottom right corner! lmao

^Me randomly laughing in the top left corner!

Theirs a few more...so look out for us! lol

Might seem sooo lame but it was soo fun seeing urself on TV. lol Its all in fun! and i'm proud to say that I took a picture with Paris' new BFF!!

I may look funny in this one, but you should be jealous! lol

That's all for tonight. Hope you had a laugh as I did!!

Read my post about the actual day at: http://hippoleetoe.blogspot.com/2008/11/paris-bitches.html

xoxo

Pimp status

K. I might be 5050949209548485 years late BUT I learned how to mask in photo shop. woot woot! lol. My pictures I did soooo far. :)

I'm the best

I'll get better :)

xoxo