Emo status

Have you ever felt stuck? Like you don't know what to do about something. Well in a way you know what would be good but you cant handle the outcome? Loneliness, perhaps. Even though you shouldn't feel that way, you know its inevitable. knowing you would have to start over again. Experience something different and learning about it. Maybe not. Maybe you wouldn't experience what you're leaving ever again.

What makes leaving the "experience" harder is that sometimes its the best experience EVER!! Those days you never want to end. But those days its the worst. You wish things were different and those are the days you want to leave it.


Maybe what you leave is the best you could do, but sometimes you think you deserve better. But who is to know. What happens if you see that "experience" out somewhere. What would you do?

Maybe walking away from that experience will bring old things back. Things maybe you shouldn't have left in the first place.

I know it doesn't make sense, but it does to me. lol. I needed to let it out.