Monday, October 04, 2010

On the way home ...




Driving almost three hours a day gives you a lot of time to think.

It's funny how much I've changed over the years. I use to be the Cheerleading, macho softball playing president of Avid and Journalism - class publicist of 2006. I knew exactly what I wanted to be and where I was going.

I started my next chapter at CSU Fullerton. Full time student terrified and unsure. Communication major was on the brain ... But something else started becoming more relevant in my life. Yep ... That money. I decided to leave Fullerton and start working full time and go to a CC full time to get my gen eds done and transfer back.

Next chapter --- Its my current chapter. I have all my transfers for my sought after Communications major ... I have an associates in Social and behavioral science and speech communications. But my major focus has now changed. Nursing is my new focus and my ultimate goal now. It's 20x's harder to do but I think I figured out my master plan. Yet I'm horribly scared of what's to come. I still feel lost and I feel like the last few years were just a waste. I'm hoping this chapter ends well ... I'm working at it.

It's funny how sure of my life I was at 17. At 22 I'm barely gaining that confidence back.

It's been a bumpy ride but you gotta keep on pushin !

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2 Freakin Comments!:

Call Me Alisha ッ said...

i understand what you are saying as well im going to a post like this as well..! But I was always sure that I wanted to be famous Journalist of some kind, but now i seen how the make up stuff works and i am dieing to get my hands on it.. I am at a fork in the road do i leave journalism to become a make artist.. man .. Idk..!
great post..!

sheiswinterwest said...

I'm going through the same thing.. I'm still at a place where i'm trying to find myself.. we will figure it out soon baby girl.