This week has been an emotional roller coasters
... well this past month its just all lead to this week.
Walls have been broken down .. to be let down .. than built back up in a matter of seconds.
Time to regroup myself .. go back to the main focus I'm my goals and make that my new boyfriend. :]
I still wonder what it is .. someone else? Something I did? Something you found out about me? something you dislike? I guess its just weird to heart me for 3 months than all of a sudden be "waiting for me" when I said "I'm ready".
Some other fate must be waiting for me now.