Marriage

Back in the day, at my age, my parents were already married and had me! Ew. lol. Im twenty. If I had a kid by now I would be dead. lol. No, I know I would be different, a lot different, but I couldn't imagine already having a family! I give it to them, they probably did put a lot of work in to do so and I thank them because no matter how hard times were they never showed it. Its the things you find out later in life that make you thankful.

Anywhoo...All I know is I dont plan to get married ANYTIME soon. I plan to be engaged for a bit. Have a nice wedding and than travel a bit && than have some rugrats. haha. Sometimes I think I just want to get married for the wedding. lol I want a dress and all that good stuff already but im just not ready for the commitment part of it. lol.

Thats just me though. Who knows. Maybe it will change. I'll find someone and bam be married in Vegas with twins. hahah knock on wood!!!!! I hope that wont happen.

I see my friends and wonder how they do it. How they will survive without their parents income when they solely survive on it now. Some dont have a choice and move out, which I totally understand. But theirs the others who are getting married already. I couldn't afford to get married. I need my mom and dad. lol. Rent is high and foreclosure is even higher, than you have to think about food, rent, utilities, car payment, insurance...blah blah and my pay check is good but not good enough to be affording all of that right now.
Than school just gets pushed behind and soon you're stuck.

I guess some people dont think about the future but rely on love. Sometimes love isn't enough though. Sometimes love can only get you so far...than what? Live your life pay check to pay check knowing you could have done better(job wise).

Like I said in many post before..Its WAY easier said than done. Hey, im in my own dilemma in my life. You can say anything you want, but actions do speak louder than words. :)

Emoness is done.
Happy Friday!

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